mercoledì 7 settembre 2011

For everything.

Here's to the nights that turned to mornings & to the friends that turned to family.

For getting drunk with me, with one single beer, for saying that i am beautiful when i feel useless, for call me to say something and forget what you want to say, for telling me all the shit you did, for make me always smile, for every time we go out, for every stupid joke that i said and you laugh, for that time when you eat on street,  for trying to teach me how to swim, for listen all the shit i did with all these stupid girl who believed me, for helping me to keep calm when i have to go out with the girl i like.
For all these thing that you do for me sincerely THANK YOU.

Yeah and for you trying to make me a lady i mean trying to teach me how a lady walk, dress and speak. Yes thank you even if i will never  be that way.

- I want you to know that you deserve the best damn thing in this world, and not because you mean so much to me, because you're amazing the way you are.

- Stay the same, i love you.

Dear mommy

- What you know about love ? Tell me.. nobody look at you the  way she look at me, no one kiss you the way she kiss me, no one tell you all that beautiful words that she tell to me. How can you tell that isn't love, when you don't know what love is. Tell me how can you say this is wrong when that is the only thing that make you daughter happy, that make me smile. I tell you is is not wrong, is not is the best damn thing that could happen to me, and i won't let you ruin this just because you have no idea how is to love someone. " I love her, with my entire heart, with every breath i take i miss his arms around me and if you can't understand that she's the one who make me so happy i am truly sorry".

 I always think that you will love me the same even if i do stupid things, i don't say that being gay is a stupid thing.. just well i think that you will accept that. I used to think that no matter what i am, what i do i will always be your baby. Maybe you don't know.. the way i  fell i am not that type who get upset and cry but it hurt me, even if you will never know. But sincerly i don't care if you love me now the same or if you're disappointed, i am who i wanna be and i am proud of being gay.

  And for all the homophobic out there, you all can suck my dick, even if i don't have one.